Hey you guys! I know it’s been forever since I’ve posted! However, I have reason lol! I have been so busy with babysitting because I have quit my job of working as a Bridal/Formal Consultant. I quit about 3-4 weeks ago! I am currently babysitting for a family of 7 and It’s been so fun but takes all the energy out of me! I have worked quite a few jobs, served, and have done hard labor mission work, but I will say that babysitting is the hardest out of all of those. Mostly because you are responsible for the lives you are looking after so if that’s not stress enough, you have to add on to the fact that the kids may not listen well and that is personally super stressful for me because I am all about respect no matter what age the kid is. I know kids can be stubborn, but they will start listening if you reinforce it, you know?
Anyway, other than that I have been struggling mentally and emotionally. I had a long distance friend that I’ve known for about 5 years now, pass away on July 14th. He was somebody that I had found on Instagram and we were pretty great friends. Whenever he needed anything, or was feeling suicidal or depressed he would come to me and talk about it. Same with him to me, he was always there when I was struggling really bad a few years ago. Even before his death, I was still struggling a little bit with having hope that there’s a reason I’m alive. That’s something I haven’t struggled with in forever so it’s really taken a toll on me as I feel like I have no reason to feel the way I do. So far I am getting better, which is why I’m finally getting the energy to start posting on my blog again!
I’m so excited for the upcoming posts that I am currently working on, and can’t wait to hear from you guys! Have a wonderful weekend and don’t forget to check out the prayer wall as it will be updated soon!
Y’all have a blessed day!
“Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.”